A Tribute to Amazement

Exquisiteness lies in the suggestion that we can surprise people. To be capable of inspiring awe in another. That you are still alive, admirable, estimable. That hearts can be given reasons to flip. That the most laudable person can be speechless at the thought of you. That in the push of common existence, a pause can come worth cleaving to.In the middle of a companionable silence after a bout of situational analysis the other day, my mother suddenly turned to me and asked out of the blue how i became the person i am today. That i amaze her. That my life and my decisions are astounding. That lovers and believers are never this balanced between their heart and mind. This blend of realism and romance. Calm and excitement. Logic and emotion.
It made my day. Its been a while since someone perceived me as more than the level of me im 'supposed' to maintain. A lil appreciation can go the extra mile. I wonder if people realise the powers they wield? To be admirable. And to admire. To be adorable. And to adore. The stuff of life. So enriching if you bother. So average if you dont. The best is the most someone can do. Do you?
I replied with credit where it is due. She gave me the ability to think for myself. That i know how to use freedom, intelligence and experience to do and be. Confidence is contagious and born of loving, i thank the Sun for that to a degree wrapped in purple. All this is alot more vast than the paltriness my words express. That we are not alone if we chose. That we have the power to be alone if it should come to pass. To be at peace when we're right. To willingly admit when we're wrong. To be free of taintedness and judgement. That laughter is the best medicine. That those who deserve, get.
That life, after all is said and done... is just a box of chocolates. And i love that i dont know which im gonna get. And you love that you dont know which you're gonna get. That time and chance are flavours to taste. As you move through life. Strolling, shifting, simmering, sprinting, still, surrounded.