Welcome to Nida Haque

Shiny happy people has been my ringtone for 2 years straight.
I'm too laid back and spontaneous for the 10 steps ahead of 'the game' approach.
I have signature bangles.
I like to feel special.
If im looking at your chest its not because im imagining your anatomy without your clothing, its because i find what's written there entertaining.
I am candid like the colour of rays of sunlight passing through rain.
I'll do the harder thing if i ought to. Other than in my academia.
I don't suffer boredom too well.
Driving a misbehaved Mehran in Karachi traffic is one of the banes of my existence.
I love giving and getting presents.
I randomly burst into emo rock lyrics.
I am interested in cliches being personified.
I wear Romance. Please don't twist something trying to figure out the connotations of that, i was merely referring to the perfume.
'Do not bullshit thyself' should be one of the revised commandments.
I think Ralph Finnes' delivery of "This is a very plum plum" in The English Patient is the best description of a fruit i have ever heard.
I'm the quintessential people's person.
I ramble the way she would if if she knew she'd wake up mute the next day.
I am somewhere between la dee da and down to earthyness. With a generous helping of chuckle thrown in.
I am almost 5'10" without my heels and i've stopped leaning down in or standing at the edge of pictures.
I can't be bothered to explain the details of these statements. But trust me there is a spectrum quixotic to grey of sense and whimsy to them.
If i am an inspiration i am worthy.
I try to entertain because who wants to sit around at a shaadi with an endless multititude of boring and or bored people?
I am moved by hope and happening.
I am studying something i find about as interesting as a stagnant cess pool that is home to Phylum-Grossum. With the honourable exception of psychiatry.
I want to make love to music.
I find the time to be opinionated.
I am not quite as random as this about me implies.
I believe ol' Charles in his A-Day-Without-Laughter-Is-A-Day-Wasted.
I have the joy of my family.
To people of the language evolution archaic, i probably seem pompous.
I operate at optimum efficiency in every grammatical form of the word *adore* : adjective, verb, noun.

There is alot of 'I' here but to be truthful, if undoing some of 'I' would uplift someone else's spirit, i would. Superstylin' altruism.

I believe in the individual and i can walk around in your shoes to see what doesn't make you insane. But at the end of the day im returning to my collection of leather and flip flops.

And i'm a pretty open book. If only literacy was more common.

About Me

I am the harmony between yin and yang that is fluid yet solid. The result of awareness is that I am understanding, confident, open, peaceful, optimistic, extravagant, funny, adventurous, sincere (and seemingly pompous, haha). Patience and wanting both come to me naturally. I love surprising myself. Philosophy and altruism are integral to me. Along with my sentimentality (which is fortunately rescued from becoming boring by my rather comic timing).
A neutral deity graces my existence through my loved ones and my emotions in rain colours. I believe i have the strength, enthusiasm and wisdom to make this life a comedy, not a tragedy. I live to feel. Ecstasy: Joy my soul light, sorrow my heart cry, care my purpose. True loss is to exist unmoved.
I don't abide settling for less than the sun, the rain and all the seasons i want to breathe in. I don't incline towards mediocrity. I admit i'm not a rock or an island and it isn't necessarily stronger to be so... The only unforgivable sin is to purposely hurt. The earlier fault is to not want to learn and later to presume.
The secret of my smile is that i need and i can give, simultaneously.
It is either the dream, or just reality. The former is worth all its ifs. The latter is merely what happens to everyone.

I am not everyone :)